My mind is telling me to pick up my phone
but my subconscious is telling me to ignore
i tried to remove his arm and moved away, but he hugged me tighter
the phone keep ringing
i am struggling
i need to stop this
this ringtone is my last straw of sanity
It is telling me to stop
that's why it keeps ringing
the more i tries to breakway, he hug me tighter
the devil and angle is at odds again
Angel: stop this now. pick up the phone
Devil: fuck that, you derseve to enjoy this moment
Angel: i made that phone ring to save you!
Devil: that is not happening
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My perspective
Back in the holding area, im in the midst of my 2hr break
I feel there is a need to tell my mom i am ok
I pick up the phone to call her via whatsapp
her last active is at 9.09pm. It is almost 1010pm now and she didnt check her phone since then?
The ringtone came and i patiently waited for her to answer
Buddy: calling ur gf?
Me: my mom
Buddy: serious? you doesn't look like a mummy boy
Me: im not a mummy boy
Buddy: then why calling her now?
Me: becos she is my only kin.
Buddy: oh...im sorry
Me: its ok. weird, she is not picking up. Usually she picks up really fast
Buddy: may she is busy
Me: she is seldom that busy tilll not picking up her phone
Buddy: its 10+pm, maybe she is watching a movie, and phone on silent?
Me: you got a point
Guard Comd: night snack! prowler come take
Me/Buddy: Yes sergeant!
And i hang up the phone
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Fuck this shit, my phone really stop ringing.
hearing the ringtone has stopped, and sensing that i not not resisting anymore, he lift up my top
OMG OMG OMG OMG
this is wrong
i should stop him.
but my body is not listening to me
i am so hot now
the cool air in the room that hit my chest makes me feel so good
he finally took it off
his hand is now touch my breast
i can feel my nipple shouting
it wants to break free
it wants to be twisted
but this is so far
he is feeling up my breast
he left his palm at the undercover area
he is still kissing me
i am not thinking straight now
he move his right finger towards my right breast lace
he is playing with it
he is looking at me into my eyes
i know what he wants to do
but this is wrong
he move his finger up and down the lace
he is teasing my breast
i am clearly enjoying this teasing
he stop his fingers are the lace again
he looked at me again, he is looking for that signal
that signal to tell him to go ahead
what a cute army boy. always looking for an instruction
but we have gone too far tonight.
the angel and devil is fighting again
should i or should i not let him continue?
15-05-2024, 04:59 PM
