[Panicasder]

Hello, 23M here, never had girlfriend, never had sex before this, was busy hustling for the past 2 years so was seeking for some companionship

Recently lost my virginity here and was quite disappointed. I was low-key looking for some companionship and not just sex for a few days.

One midnight cannot tahan, go around FLDOME looking for any overnight services, took one that was like 900$ for 4 shots.

The girl was totally not my type, not sure what I was thinking. Told the pimp, looking for someone that can give GFE, good guidance since I was totally noon

Went there, she bathe me and stuff and then we started
doing, at the start she was initiative, 69 etc and it was not bad but while pounding, I realised she kept asking me if I was cumming which was quite tilting, realised she just want to get it over with.

Besides a 20sec BJ, the rest is just all me doing the work. Licked hers for like minutes

Post-nut 1, tried to engage a convo with her, using phone non-stop, need keep repeating and due to language barrier sucks.

Realised no chemistry so I jsut want to finish my shots, round 2 same shit

Keep asking me to do round 3 after sleep, so sure I complied, then keep watching tiktok besides me for 30mins so I can't fucking sleep, so I decided to go round 3 but she declined, say too tired but watching tiktok videos. So couldn't sleep the whole night, wait for her to wake up to do round 3.

By then, I am tired as fuck but just want to get my money worth, wake up whining say too tired etc etc, ask her blow, don't want, ask me to do everything on my own which is total turn off.

Not sure dick weak, was hard but then when told to put condom on my own etc etc realised one-sided af, dick went back soft while she totally not interested.

Tried a few times and on the third time finally get going but when doggy, tell me leg cramp so I also suck thumb.

Round 4, she finally agreed to hand job, had to watch pork.

Any seniors here can advice whether this is normal or I was just expecting too much, thought 900 overnight will be some legit quality experience compared to 300-500 which I see normally here.

Could be also the appearance was totally not my type, can't even stare at her while doing.

Not disclosing anything about the woman, don't want to ruin people's livelihood

Wanted to go JB that day, the 7-11 malaysia escort or whatever it was called cost only 1888RMB 24hours with unlimited shots, girls listed were also super chio and around my age(not sure true) but couldn't find my damn passport